Because i haven’t been using this as much as i should be, i figured that tonight i should leave a little somethin somethin for whoever it is who checks this thing every night because i know you exist and i want you to know that i know that.
So my life is slowly feeling more complete and I think it may have a lot to do with certain people who I am no longer in contact with whose non-presence makes my life feel so much easier to deal with. I mean no disrespect, you’re a cool person when you want to be but I wish you felt like trying a bit harder with your relationships with people instead of just giving up all the time. And the saddest part is you think you’re so happy when you sit behind your veil of smugness and look down at others who don’t see eye to eye with you or you don’t stand up for what you believe in because your worried that you might have to express your own opinions about things and maybe people will judge you for it. Now.. Now i feel a lot better.
So news: somehow Dunlop decided to send me a Cry Baby for free. that was cool and there is a story behind it but i don’t want to talk about it. chances are i already told you anyway.
I bought my three day pass to Coachella and i want to cry because i’m so fucking excited. Amy and her man are going, Brent is going, Taras has to buy his ticket, Alex and Daisey are waiting on Alex now so (get on it!!). Beirut (above) is there too and that makes me go all like: !!!. But i don’t like morissey that much. whatever.
It’s forecast rain from tomorrow till saturday and I’m all like XD because i loves it.
I’m too happy to concentrate right now. goodbye.
February 12, 2009 at 1:53 am |
Hi Ben, sorry I haven’t seen these two latest posts! I checked randomly like 3957325t73 times and there was none so I gave up on your blog. But then… I had nothing to do right now, so I checked and voila! haha
Who are you talking about? And I thought “XD” was me when I was driving! But you’re XD because rain? ZOMGZERz! I hate rain. So much. It makes me want to cry and slit my wrists and wear heavy black eyeliner because the world can no longer be happy without the sun. O_O
Time to read the next blog!